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"I’m thinking of aurochs and angels, the secret of durable pigments, prophetic sonnets, the refuge of art. And this is the only immortality you and I may share, my Lolita."

When jogging, we put on special clothes so people don't think we are running
from or to something.
-SoilworkFanatic, Jan 2014

i'm so jealous of her. she's so independent, talented and creative; she can just exist and grow

my existence is...pointless by my standard xD

i don't know if i'd ever be able to be what i want to be

just to make a note: today someone came to fix my shelf and it's even better than the original one. Noice <3

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you have no idea how many times I mutter the sentence "I'm not living"/"I don't want to live anymore" out loud when I'm alone; you simply have no idea

Insomnia is really making me visualise unusual things 

Things like throwing myself down the window, being pierced by the fences and then bleed to death🥰
Darkness is the incubator of darkness
I’m the mutilation of myself

Okay now I’m thinking of that “I don’t exist” monologue in American Psycho but I really don’t put that much effort in self-preserving

Have you seen the Margot Robbie version of it though? So amazing:

Melancholy Mondays

drink excessively
missing my loved ones
sprawling on my bed like an octopus
listening to nostalgic Arctic Monkeys and pondering about death

They say they’ll get someone to fix my shelf but no one came
Maybe I’ll die from being hit after all <3

It's not a Sunday unless you completely waste it and feel really sad around
-Narksdog, Oct 2016

posting pictures of myself from ages ago is perhaps only my pathetic attempt to gather shallow compliments abt my looks from random people and I hate myself for it

still sitting under the bookshelf that's already collapsed once and gonna collapse again perhaps at any minute but am still too lazy to remove more things from it

I mean, damn, maybe I'm not so keen on living after all 23333

If we woke up everyday as a different person and knew everything that they
knew, we wouldn't know it happens.
-4cr1nge, Dec 2013

Since I’ve cleared all my followers
should probably keep to posting follower-only content from now on 2333

“her overhead bookcase collapsed” - my #1 possible accidental death cause for the last 8 years or so (and perhaps more to come)🤣

there's nothing new about me these days
i can't sleep night after night and i want to die xxx

If you keep asking "why" about something, you'll eventually arrive at quantum
-MisteryMeet, May 2015
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