Deification :: Non-meaning
The attempt to *do something* comes from a mere thirst for meaning, in particular here to overcome the nihilist censorship with a forgetful greed, barely skimming above (but never beyond) the ultimate, never failing nihilism that awaits at all ends. The censorship, albeit usually sufficient as a moral designation, works as an analytical method too when the yearning for meaning take a step down to enclose itself into a privacy, sarcastically denoting itself as romantic, yet acknowledged as romantic it could then be intitively stripped down back into that bare private-meaning-itself, a meaning-without-meaning.
"Desiring" words
It is beyond liguistical capability to desire for happiness. It is meaning that serves, *even in the absolute sense*, as the excitement of language -- the absoluteness denoting hence the relative disability to conceive a yearning outside the space of ignorance. Here again beauty asserts itself as a myth, i.e. the surface (value) of an object (i.e. any object -- words.)