I made a hair appointment yesterday and canceled it just now because I still want to let my hair grow for a little while-- I feel really weird about it, they asked me if I wanted to reschedule and I almost said "You guys are my first choice in salons, but I just really want to let my hair grow for a little while before I can achieve the haircut I think I want," but I didn't say that and now I wish I had because I'm sitting here freaking out thinking "what must they think of me? They must think I don't like their hair salon anymore! What do I do? Do I call them back and explain myself?" I'm really overthinking this whole thing and I don't want to be viewed as an asshole but at the same time this is just my own personal insecurities playing games with my brain and I'm over-analyzing something where there's nothing. I really need to relax about this kind of crap because it's wearing on my mind and I'm going cuckoo wondering whether or not my hair salon of choice is now mad at me or something.
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@SpudsRudeEye Fight anxiety with nihilism by remembering that no one cares about anything and if they do they shouldn't.

@mandlebro I prefer absurdism over nihilism. I like to give things meaning. Like maybe right now in Africa, there's someone beating on a drum-- he's a rider on the storm and doesn't even know he's a Doors fan.
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