oh my fucking god

I was so ready to work today. I was super mindful about my stress levels and made sure to relax. I journaled at length about my issues and had a big revelation about how much I try to push myself using stress

I made sure to start work calmly and ease into my day. when I caught myself stressing, I took a breath and relaxed. I felt like I could handle anything

then I saw a Slack message: it's a US holiday. Juneteenth. I don't have to work today! 🫠🫠

I'm almost mad. almost