Have you already felt like this?
My house is surrounded by woods, and it always felt like the identity of the house. It was supposed to be a preservation area, but, out of nowhere, a construction company got authorization to build 120 houses.
When they started cutting everything down, 2 month and 2 miles away, we could already see several animals running or trying to find food here.
Some of the animals were very uneasy and I could feel that on my soul when they reached my fence today. Even though it is not "my place" it feels like they are destroying my home. Even thought I know they will not invade my house, it feel like I have to stop them.
Fight or run.
They destroyed my fence.
It destroyed my soul. I have no more woods around here. It feels so vulnerable. It feels like any storm will blow my house away.
It doesn't feel like home anymore.
I wish I could at least try to fight like the animals around here.
Because it feels like I am an animal. Who have to fight if I to protect my needs.