Natsuno @dokuritsu_seven@qoto.org

the girl who is kind with me talked with me today even when I send stupid signed. I dont trust her. But she is so kind with me. How many time I think about it no one want to be my friend and my compatibility with her is zero it is impossible I hope she will forget my existence. I can't handle rejection anymore it is really frustrated. I need pills

I'm really introvert

Even if I did it alone it doesn't count

Libra responded to me. She was watching only I feel bad for bad-mouthing her.

Hopefully, someone will kill me or something

I'll return now .im so tired

I'm tired unbelievable headache finally ot finished barely was wake up im kinda sad. Everything I was barely aware of what they are saying. I dont like it

Maybe I'll read in tiny buddah website. To make me regain my common sense a little bit .Just a one-course reminder then everything will finish. Then I'll return home 10 minutes and it will start

I dreamed about the girl who was kind with me but it was a nightmare. I dont trust get anyway. But im afraid she will sense that im hating her now. Because this is what I feel for everyone else without any exception

I dont know what is the wrong with me. I feel I'm gonna explode any moment. I dont want anything or anyone im not enthusiastic to return home either. I need pills to make me calm im really losing it

I want to read the three equations and prepare for tomorrow lesson