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most people don't survive what i'm going through. i haven't even personally heard of a survivor

[ongoing issues check in] cw: violence, mh 

still being harassed by police with d.e.w. weapons like sonic. one time it was bad enough to give me a nose bleed, which means it was bad enough to cause hemorrhaging in my brain. oof. still seems there's more than one entity trying to harm me, and i still don't understand why or what's going on or why they even know who i am.

my financial situation is still getting worse everyday. no income, no money, the same as before i came on fedi a few years ago now, but even worse. don't have a job, wouldn't be able to hold one anyway with all the other ongoing harm in my life.

people on fedi are still supporting my abusers, not a good sign. there's so much harm and bullshit on fedi, it's not a safe, fun, or friendly place for anyone. i would still never recommend fedi to anyone. i don't really wanna be here at all anymore, again

family stuff is rough, especially with health, mh, and money. same as before, but worse.

i found the cf card from my camera. took some photos at a fuck trump rally downtown, and also in the woods, and around town. it was nice.

i don't have the tools, resources, or networks to help myself. all i can do at this point is just keep waiting for help

i've been poor my whole life, i don't have unnecessary things

translate tools don't help much, usually it's just as confusing

i can't read japanese and i'm not about to learn

even more so, the collective of instances in total just sounds like someone being rapid and crying for help

fedi is not gay, not even close. not horny. not monsters. so far I'm just seeing a lot of harm and bullshit. fedi wouldn't know gay if logged in

soldiers of the bolivian army (infantry division), and police, have joined the indigenous resistance movement fighting against the u.s. backed fascist coup!!! this may very well end the coup altogether and remove the illegitimate presidency. the people want another election, and they really do want morales back

twitter.com/Gerrrty/status/119
twitter.com/Gerrrty/status/119

it's not a stalemate, but something better

don't follow because i won't leadz don't lead because i won't follow

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