@jessed i do everything but work for someone. occasionally i help my aunt's business and she pays me which is why i've been able to have weed and buy things for my skin and health, but haven't bought clothes or furniture or anything else. what bothers me the most is how people don't see the positive aspects which i feel grateful for: yes i don't have money, but i am so healthy both internally and externally, my body functions so well--and if i were working, i might be stressed or might develop low back pain, tight hips, etc. i am really enjoying my time not worrying about deadlines and learning about whatever i want