Stark from Earth @ LS @tonyfromls@qoto.org

Done with a 21km run race pace and resting.

Taking a good milk with coffee.

Still wrapping my head with this integration by parts method.

Integrals has lot of work comparted to derivatives.

Been a while since I last check the information system from the university where I took my first semester first year BSEE.

Got above average grades for me on all the courses using the 1-5 grading scale or the reverse numerical grading system:

Courses:
- Understanding The Self = 1.25
- Purposive Communication = 1.25
- Chemistry for Engineers = 1.75
- Mathematics In The Modern World for Engineers = 2.25
- Calculus 1 For Engineers = 2.25

Too bad I can't pursue the program anymore due to reprioritization of goals and because the program will never be accredited by the US or European counterparts.

Into integration by parts.

Already on the Integrals because it is being discussed in the Susskind's first book on the series of The Theoretical Minimum.

I thought that there were only 2 books from series of Professor Leonard Susskind's The Theoretical Minimum.

Turns out the first book covers classical mechanics and electrodynamics. The second book is on quantum mechanics while the third is special relativity. The fourth book is on general relativity and the fifth one, the last one is on statistical mechanics.

Getting back to Susskind's Theoretical Minimum. Forgot where I stopped last time.

Been a while.

The only consolidation for me being a psychopath is like other psychopaths, we have this uncanny ability to solve difficult problems that non-psychopath people are unable to solve or at least having a hard time to solve.

The friend I am talking to atm is an Empath.

Been talking to a friend about my psychopathy. My psychopathy spectrum on both in-born and environment caused is both almost 100%. The highest in the range.

Reminds me how different my personality was when I was not yet aware that I was a psychopath.

Another difference when it comes to some stuffs in Calculus between the university I went to recently and that from MIT-OCW. In the former they call the fundamental way solve for the derivatives using the limit as 3 step rule of limit or limit 3 step rule. In the latter ( MIT-OCW) it is termed as the difference quotient definition of derivative.

Back to Single Variable Calculus. See what gaps in my knowledge and fill that up.

Done gym workouts today.

USD dipped a bit today. Still need to monitor and assess it's growth before I invest on some financial instrument in US dollar denomination.

I was attacked just today in some metaverse. There was an exploit that allowed the attackers to hack my client program and then tried to access my private network at home. Good that my OS firewalls are up and so it notified me of an attempted network access.

They also managed to get my OS information, including my browser, and my client program's version.

Reminds me to use VPN because I only use VPN during online financial transactions and during work on a separate machine.

Defaulted on the official client program of the metaverse because they frequently release which includes security fix than use the third party one that I was using.

Cancelling all my investment orders for the moment.

Will finish first all my trainings this year including the one from Europe. After that if all goes well, I will exit my country and around that time I will put the small wealth on some investment instrument.

Did a 30km run today.

The 20km was strong but the last 10km for the total 30km distance I was struggling.

Lower abdomen muscles and glutes pain at the moment while resting.

Also ate corn glaced with butter and a beef rice meal because I was so hungry before the last 3km of the run.

For a short period of time I've studied core economics principles and I can't believe my thought process has shifted drastically in a few days time and now I am thinking like an investor 🤣

I guess, it's time to throw away the recent investment decision and go the extra mile for a long term investment outlook.