Stark from Earth @ LS @tonyfromls@qoto.org

A long time ago I crafter an undergraduate Electrical Engineering program based from MIT OCW that is roughly equivalent to MIT's Electrical Science program. Will be using this in my self study of the undergraduate material for electrical engineering as I will be ditching the formal schooling under the BSEE program in my country. Together with this is my self study of Theoretical Physics from Professor Susskind's the Theoretical Minimum.

Due to the worsening global wars my priority for now is to shift career back to the profession of arms and to directly participate in the battlefield but this does not mean that STEM will be shun, so I will have to resort to self studying the fundamentals and aim for a formal qualification on the masters level either from US or EU someday.

Finished a 21km road run in race pace and currently resting at the beach.

Russian attack submarine on EEZ on the WPS a few days back.

Survey of drone tech used in the armed conflicts.

Started studying russian combat doctrine and looking at their deployable military unit organization and capabilities.

Two more local trainings early in the coming year for counter intelligence and demining / mine clearance.

After the run will do some work for the nearing deadline and then in the evening it's time to study modern battlefield tactics looking at the US rangers fighting doctrine and on military warfare strategies from MIT OCW.

Today's war is different but we need the old and then study for the new situations.

Target today is a 30km run under the sun.

Passport is set to expire in 7 years. Still good.

Also need to prepare all my military documents.

Grades in Calculus showed up in the information system but is up only prelim grades. I'm still waiting for my midterms and final grades so I can start requesting for a copy of my TOR for safekeeping. Who knows, the continuation of my studies might be in Europe someday after the war.

Preparing for today's long run.

Another run under the dim sky today.

I will be deferring the BSEE for now and will file for leave of absence. Not sure if I can come back though at my home country 😅

Will push with the combat training in Europe next year and will join the battlefield in Ukraine.

A lot of uncertainty at that point.

Yesterday was a run. Today was gym.

Prep for gym.

For AB Political Science I'm thinking maybe it's not a good route and instead just focus on the BSEE program. Instead of taking a dual degree it might be better to take political science as a series of certificates from MOOCs.

An adviser from a short period this recent semester under the BS Electrical Engineering program contacted me yesterday following up on my enrollment for the second semester but I said I was still waiting for the final grade in differential calculus because I am not confident that I passed the subject. It's 50 / 50 because honestly I'm still weak at math particularly continuous math as opposed to discrete.

Differential Calculus is a prerequisite for the compressed Physics for Engineers course and also for Integral Calculus course.

The Chemistry for Engineers I got a good grade so far.

Not sure what other courses are also up for enlistment this second semester. Let's see but I'm not going to load up many courses this second semester because I know the physics because it is shortened but needs to cover a wide topic and integral calculus are both demanding and difficult.

Lacking the time so instead of going to the gym I just went for a haircut and groceries.

On the other hand I was worried about my friend in Israel. We were having a social gathering yesterday but one of my friends was actually having problems.

Turns out there were siren warnings in her area and yesterday Israel was battered with missile attacks by Hezbollah.

Good thing my friend is still alive but I can understand her uncertainty in the situation. Might be traumatizing for her.

In Lebanon I also have a friend who went offline for 2 days now which is unusual. Lebanon has also suffered attacks lately from Israel.

Also got friends in Ukraine and Russia and the same thoughts came to mind that somehow there is a chance that maybe tomorrow one of my friends is already dead.

War is human stupidity.