@inference I'm pretty sure it's common. In person it would be different.
@inference Like hentai or anime?
@inference It's because they aren't real. Give a real woman a try, like a relationship. You'll be surprised at how quickly the natural chemistry can change one's views. Find something you both have an interest in and enjoy it together.
@inference Just keep trying and don't be so hard on yourself. You'll eventually succeed and it will be worth the effort.