@thor I felt the same when I was homeless, I had back up plans but they fell through. I ended up homeless on my birthday and I remember hot tears going down my face as I tried to get some sleep. I've been homeless a few more times since then.
Making the right choices, doing what I was advised to do and doing what I was told led me there. This is why I am so insistent on not ending up on the street. Something inside me snapped and I got to see a lot of the bad side of humanity. There's no scrubbing it from my mind. I still struggle with that experience and what I had to do to survive.