@OpenComputeDesign @chestycougth If we could put the humans out of frame always it might be pretty ok?

@admitsWrongIfProven @chestycougth

Even without humans I'm really not a fan of this planet tbh

@OpenComputeDesign @admitsWrongIfProven why so? Personally I think it has a lot of cool stuff going on even if you ignore the biology

@chestycougth @admitsWrongIfProven

Without humans, all other life still sucks. And without life, it's just another big rock in a field of big rocks

@OpenComputeDesign
Is the life on this specific planet really the issue?
Might there be a confounding issue?

@chestycougth

@admitsWrongIfProven @chestycougth The problem really, is that the universe is just really cruel and uncaring.

@OpenComputeDesign
It is. But what makes this unbearable is humans, how they act, not the universe, right?

The universe is our playground, and we collectively chose to make it a place of torture.

Not any one person, but the choices, influenced by previous choices... might i have done anything useful if my ancestors had not be conditioned to be useless or harmful?

Might you have? What is keeping you, the past or the present?

@chestycougth

@admitsWrongIfProven @chestycougth

I mean, because I am a human, I would say humans are probably the worst things in the universe. But even if I was the only human in existence, I would still deeply dislike the universe

@OpenComputeDesign
But why? I'm all for some nice, thorough disdain, but what is the issue?
I presented some disdain of mine, but what is yours?

@chestycougth

@admitsWrongIfProven @chestycougth

I guess my main problem with the universe is, it has no justice

@OpenComputeDesign
Sounds a bit cliché, but.... who hurt you? Who, specifically, needs justice to be applied to them?

@chestycougth

@admitsWrongIfProven @chestycougth

Well, speaking generally, the world is absolutely overflowing with injustice. Speaking personally, me. I am injust

@OpenComputeDesign
That is illogical. If you were truely injust, you would welcome the injustice.

What exactly are you doing that you judge to be wrong, and what factors are contributing to this ongoing injustice emenating from you?

No thought crimes here. I am asking about doing, not thinking.

@chestycougth

@admitsWrongIfProven @chestycougth

It's not exactly what I do, but what I _would_ do if I relaxed the prison of my mind that keeps me this way

@OpenComputeDesign @admitsWrongIfProven Medication might be good for you. I'm on fluoxetine. I took it for a few years and felt like I was getting no benefit. I stopped and still felt the same, but then I was getting more and more emotional and unable to concentrate and my grades went from 90-100% to 60-50%. I started back after that and I've been much calmer and happier. We are just chemistry after all.

@chestycougth @admitsWrongIfProven

I can't trust medication. Even if it works, it's fickle, and may not always be available

@OpenComputeDesign @admitsWrongIfProven You can always try it and drop it if it doesn't work. I've had an on again-off again relationship with meds for years but it is worth trying because you won't have to stick to it if you don't like it

@chestycougth @admitsWrongIfProven

the problem is if it _does_ work

@OpenComputeDesign @admitsWrongIfProven If it doesn't work then it doesn't work. But if you don't try it then it definitely won't work. So you might as well try it and get half a chance of it working instead of not taking anything and having 0% chance of things getting better