I realised I write too much.
I realised I might need help with it.

I enjoy the power or ability of expression and just today for some reasons hit home, probably sending lots of mind maps to someone like a chain that had been waiting... and I think that's what made me realise when a chain happens and hard to resist and even feel like 'serving somebody' when it can be the opposite too. A hard balance, maybe in both ways (short and long extremes, or am I just justifying others as similar to me but the other way- I'm not sure but alone I write too much)...

[don't look at how long this is I said to myself!]