Life is a risk in itself. Things in life naturally come and go.

You make things happen or not, or just try.

Don't need to feel bad about trying or not. If you already regret, then you still have time to make it right in the trying, even a small gesture.

You can responsible either way while not punishing yourself totally. Accept it mostly for yourself..

Spend time wisely, calculate and expect things to change, pay respects (even to yourself) and move on to a new you if need be.