2023 is not a happy year for me, but I still had a lot of fun. The first 6 months were filled with confusion and uncertainty. I was not sure what I should do. I found no interest in the master’s degree in China, I think it's a total waste of time and useless (I'm a realistic idealist). But I can't find a job, and had nothing to do. Every morning I woke up with fear, fearing another day was wasted.

Later I decide to not waste my time. If I can't get a job, I still have a GitHub account. I still love programming. And maybe if I keep pushing codes and trying new things, 1) I don't waste my time, 2) I can explain what I did in this long gap year.

Then I traveled to Yunnan in October. It's a trip with surprise. The reason I want to go there is I have been stuck at my home for a year, I want something new, but this time I'm in charge. Although I didn't go too many places, and I was hurt badly, it's still a wonderful trip. The people (which I called friends) made me happy and refill my mental energy. That energy lasts till now.

Anyway, I hope 2024 will be a good year for me, for you, for everyone who strives for life. I wish I can get a decent job in early 2024, and wish you a good night (if you're going to sleep).

Thank you for your reading :)