Question for anyone—what's the first thing to enter your head when you see or think of me?

Hopefully that thing will be positive and will make me feel good to hear! I am having strange negative emotions that I can't attribute to anything, but which I can't shake.

Thank you in advance 💖

@est when I see your posts in my feed, before I read them, it's like, "Should be interesting, let's stop scrolling and have a read."