@inference I don't know how old you are but it's quite common to feel like that. Try to meet people who have different interests. I don't know if you participate in locksport but I would recommend it if you've never picked locks. I find it relaxing to just mindlessly pick locks. There are so many communities you could become part of. You also talk to a guy who has an FSF endorsed distro installed.
We both don't like Manjaro and that's enough.