Here to say thay last night my molecule helped me realize the purpose for my life.
It is to give the world hope. Through sharing things like art, knowledge, kindness, stories, ideas, and experiences. Hope is one of the most powerful motivators for positive change in the world. It's just so clear, it's always been part of what I believe in. It was something I always valued deep down but never recognized as being the common motivator for all of what I did. Even songs and stories I wrote as a kid had the theme of not giving up. I want to show that impossible things are possible. You don't have to be perfect to do amazing things. You don't have to do amazing things to have life still be meaningful. You don't have to follow a straight path. You don't have to be enlightened or achieve things instantly.

This realization by the way happened after around 3 hours straight of probably the most awful terrifying anxiety-filled, sick to my stomach, dull gray depressing, feeling like I was trapped, couldn't breathe, dying, convinced I screwed up my brain forever, just waiting for it to be over, awful experience, and it took me realizing that hope was what got me and others through so many difficult times in my life like this that it turned around and I was able to realize it as a purpose I could have for my life. And I cried and I knew and it became so beautiful and clear to me.