I think sometimes on the idea of being made from star stuff.
That every atom of my being was, once, made in a stellar forge. Built up from Hydrogen into Helium and built up again and again until the multitudinous atoms that make me up were shot out into space on the death of that same star.
I am a stellar explosion. I am energy turned to matter.
My brain is a thunder-storm.
Goddamn that is just fantastic.
@Surasanji How do you even know that?
In addition, does it even matter? Atoms are atoms anyway. *You* were never in a star, maybe your atoms were. *You* were not made by a star, but maybe your atoms were.
@Surasanji Yes, but how is that special in any way?
@MOTT But, finding and seeking beauty is my personal reason for existing.
There is nothing abnormal about the rain and wind, but how they sound and feel and smell is beautiful to me.
@MOTT It's exceedingly normal for everything on earth and every element we know. That's how it all came to be in the quantities we observe now.
Is it specifically special?
No.
Is it beautiful despite that?
In my opinion, very much so.