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The vile and toxic shit I've been dealing with from outtside of QOTO has put my stress levels to a point I've never expiernced before... It is effectively my health both mental and physical. I am having trouble sleeping, and is very quickly moving from anxiety to depression to a point where it is very dangerous for my health..
My blood pressure is so high right now it would be enough to get me admitted to the emergency room alone.
The really messed up part is if all these lies and toxicity wind up killing me these people are so horrible they would probably dance on my grave....
Frankly im not sure where to go from here. But I do want to say thank you foe the overwhelming support from so many of you, it helps.
@freemo
Over the years i learned not to care what a lot of people think of me(sadly, it doesnt always work). Clearly all of this drama is affecting you and sadly i cant offer anything more then yet another online friend to talk to, but i hope the mastodon directory will be resolved and if people want to block QOTO, their bloody loss. Hope you sleep well, and maybe try talking a stroll or something
@freemo
All i can say here is, QOTO SHALL PREVAIL
(And if this instance going doing, it wont, that will be a sad day to the fediverse)
@RustyStriker i dont care what people think of me, so much as I care about the consequences to me and my users.