http://archive.org/details/Fantasy_Science_Fiction_v078n01_1990-01_LennyS-aMouse

The January 1990 "Harlan Ellison's Watching" In 1990 I was 23, hadn't seen "Field of Dreams" and hadn't made this, rather obvious, connection to most of what'd I'd seen or read. All such things fade irrecoverably into the noise.