Tired, a bit drunk, general "fuck this" vibe.
No wait, let me rephrase: fuck this focus. Generally i accept the decay. It's ok. Not great, but it is what it is.
Rn i am focussed and rejecting anyting that is not perfect.
Cross eyed with a big boil on your face? Perfect.
Not even trying to escape the hell we are in, hating others to push away the pain? I hate you.

Can i get some "i hate you"?