mh
Anyone who's seen me for any amount of time probably knows my mental health isn't good at the best of times.
Recently, it's been far from the best of times.
I don't want to deal with anything. I just want to die. I know killing myself will only make things worse for the people I'd leave behind. But for myself, I don't want to live. I don't want to fix anything, or find the tiny, pitiful, dying bright side. I want to stop trying to reconcile this _objectively_ terrible planet, and _die_
🅰️ ®️ ✝️ U
mh
@OpenComputeDesign I'm also currently not very interested in dealing with unpleasant stuff and putting a lot off. Like no online banking, whatever.
Do you have any space to feel safe in, a retreat?
mh
@OpenComputeDesign Even when alone?
mh
@OpenComputeDesign That's harsh. I don't have any advice, but i see your pain.
mh
@admitsWrongIfProven
>I don't have any advice, but i see your pain.
Same here.
@OpenComputeDesign
mh
@admitsWrongIfProven Any space I'm in, I make dangerous for myself