being jailed because a good cause maybe I can sympathize,

but what you do man? after your convert outside of Christianity your life going worse and you still are not aware of what's going on. And then what makes you dare with your own 1 little daughter saying on facebook "I felt this jail time changed me, to be more evil, will exact revenge or even kill"

this is really bad era for at least 3 years to come, I don't know even if your wife can persist doing it alone w/ kid as a burden, and yet you still don't get it. karma is exist, or at least what you think and do form you character, can you bear responsibility if your habituated uncontrolled anger will hurt your daughter in the future?

while on your peak you're forgetting us - your bros, not even once contacting, got actual happy time with your wife. And then now shits happens.

I know your deeds bro, we're always hiking and camping together in university. work together for non-profit project in the name of Jesus, that's fun btw. as for why this happens? it's because your rampancy and unrestrained behavior at that time ... I know inside you will always be too young to be a father ... I know the dangerous magnification of habit at young time can bring disaster in the future ... and thus this worst time it came into fruition, scary.

I don't blame, because I know from you I can learn to reflect on myself. And I for sure not dare to laugh at you, that's really sad.