(I mean me mostly and I don't mean you specifically the reader, but it wouldn't surprise me that we're all trapped in our own 'thing' so it might be similar in that way)

Continuing....

A re-birth of sorts, just not falling into the same traps like a gambler/addict, even if you're forced to play a bit. Really crack a better way, admit your shit at that game (which is usually shit if you admit it anyway). Finding something else.