Are you building for the wrong people / person?...
...at home / job / local bubble,,, ?
Ask yourself...
It's a regular occurrence and question I have written myself in puzzling 💠 things...
Is there real democracy and control given? Atmosphere good? Can you change it, even if exit is a last backup plan (but not running away always first?)
Doing for right people is important.
My notes before reflected when I needed to seek better company of friends or even parents - not that they are bad JUST THEY ARE NOWHERE NEAR... So sometimes that involves moving, not always since there is internet...
But eventually in physical proximity with better / real / inspiring people even if short-term - try for long-term worming your way in mutually!