@icedquinn I improve after a few matches :) Its not all lost.
@gpowerf I was one of the mouse and keyboard advocates too. I now have my gaming PC connected to my TV in the living room and it's just awfully uncomfortable to play with mouse and keyboard. I switched to a controller after beating Doom and Wolfenstein on the Switch and after two years now I don't even think about going back. All I needed was a bit of training. I actually prefer the smooth movement a stick offers over WASD. The Xbox elite controllers longer stick helps a lot with aiming.