That feeling you get when the people around you take advantage of everything you do- which betters their lives but burns them- only to have it spat back at you like it's nothing.
Even if it didn't require significant effort, it still required something out of me- and that deserves some recognition, praise or some other worthy compensation.
I don't' work cheap and I don''t work free. If you strike deal with me, i'll be sure to get all I can out of it without telling you until it's over.
Why tell you after? I tell you because i'm an ass- not asshole. Why after? It's none of your business how I conduct my business until it impacts my formerly-agreed contract with you.
If you treat me as a flimsy figure after I bust my butt making you look like a predominant image- you're going to find yourself looking like a fool when i'm ages away and lands far gone.
Stop treating the people around you poorly, and you might find some people will fight for you free of cost. Some people will take advantage of you in those situations. But in the end, in order to become a better you- you need to accept what I say like when I try to be a better me.
To those of you who either discouraged or attempted to restrain me- I hope you're happy with how things are now. Most people hate you, not because of me- but because of what you did to people like me who try to defend our means of sustenance- you. So good luck on your independent existence with people who live completely outside your world. You're certainly sure to come across some complications at some point.