pining, very violent
i wish i could lie on a claymore and feel everything as it explodes
not to like, die. i just want the feeling. ideally many times
pining, very violent
it must be so cathartic
pining, very violent
girl who is in an "extreme" level of pain daily: you know what i want? more pain (that i have agency over)
anyway this is why my hobby is FPGAs, USB, embedded dev, cross compilation, and software distribution, simultaneously
pining, very violent
it's kind of absurd how much fantasising in detail about things such as "being shot" or "lying on a claymore" or "leaning all my weight on a broken ankle" or "falling a few floors back to the ground" helps with pain flareups
pining, very violent
You probably are aware of physio-pedia.com, but in case you aren't I've found this to be the fastest way to look up which things attach to a particular bone in a given place, or which muscles are used to exert force in a particular direction. (Also, if you have a better source for such questions, I'm very interested.)
pining, very violent
@robryk i have not been aware of this specific resource! thank you