Watched Liz and the blue bird again. Every time I feel emotionally down from my inner side, I watch this move. (And for those curious, every time someone else annoyed me, I watch John Wick.）

For the Liz and the blue bird, it's a great movie, describes the relationship and feelings of Nozomi and Mizore. It is also a mirror, reflecting the viewer's own past experiences, and let them fill into the film, which makes me feel differently every time I watch it. I think one reason is that I share some of the personalities with the characters in file, and that makes me thinking and help me sort out my inner discord. And that's probably why I like watching anime and movies that describe two person's relationship.

For the most of times, it is always me thinking too much, and falling into the realms of conjecture (came out a result with pure imagination). Sometimes it's correct, sometimes it's wrong. But either way I feel mentally pain during this process of brain working (or let's call it thinking). I dont think this is a bad thing, sometimes it actually warns me and let me prepare for that. But overall it's not a pleasant thing, and will causing problems to how I deal with my relationship with other.

And for this time, other than the two main characters, the other two I like is Ririka and Natsuki.