天空вℓσи∂ @skyblond@qoto.org

At the end of the day, I can tell this illness heavily affects my brains: during the worst times, I mistakenly read 37.8 instead of 37.3, because my brain thought 37.5 is the 38C marking.

Anyway, I still amazed by myself that can came out this solution, especially when both my body and my brain are in bad time. When I went to the pharmacy, I sweat like hell.

Abdominal pain, serious diarrhea (including watery diarrhea), dizziness (I have to lay on the bed for the most of the day) and fever (37.7C) in the past 24 hours.

Can't believe I'm still alive.

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Due to my health insurance is still in the waiting period (I have to keep paying for it for 6 months before I can use the benefits), I have to sort it out by myself.

Considering the main symptoms are digestive system related, I assume that's caused by me eating something wrong. The biggest possibility is the not-fully-cooked fried egg from breakfast on Friday morning, it might be salmonella. But I don't know. This morning I took some Smecta, and it helps a bit on the diarrhea, so I can confirm it is caused by bacteria, not virus. From what I learned from past, Smecta has little affect on virus caused diarrhea.

And instead of taking something like berberine to nuke everything in my digestive system, instead, I tried some Live Combined Bifidobacterium，Lactobacillus，Enterococcus and Bacillus Cereus Preparation (don't know the trade name). The raw idea is to let those probiotics compete with salmonellae, since they are more adoptive to the human body, and they should be doing much better than salmonellae in terms of reproduction and colonization.

Many sources said those probiotics have very limited effects against Salmonella, but tonight I feel much better than this morning. So maybe that's a possible solution?

Why not berberine you asked? Because my digestive system is already ragile enough. IBS gives me random diarrhea, and I'm afraid nuking everything using antibiotic might make things worse.

14%roll点成功：极乐迪斯科
73%roll点失败：急了迪斯科
红色检定失败：寄了迪斯科

非常好视频，但你永远叫不醒一个装睡的人。

所以我还是想鼓励大家去做自己喜欢的事：想染个头发，那就去染；想要爱一个人，那就去爱；想要纠正老师的错误，那就怼他妈的；想要让领导尊重自己，那就骂他个王八犊子。人活一世，只有一次机会，不要想什么长期的人生规划——唯一需要长期规划的就是活着，别饿死，以这个为前提——去做自己喜欢的事情，去活出自己多姿多彩、另其他死板的人羡慕的人生，向世界展示出自己的的独一无二。

我没有什么人生的大计划，我一直都是走一步看一步，好多事情都是一时兴起想起来就做。我觉得挺好的，小时候没有机会和条件满足自己，那长大了必须不能亏待自己。想做的事情只要力所能及那就去做，想买的东西只要买得起那就买，想吃的东西只要吃不死那就吃。我觉得这样的生活也挺开心的——至少每一天都是幸福的，哪怕第二天再也醒不来，我头天晚上也是带着幸福的微笑入睡的。

@fatelab 塔罗牌 平白无故迷信一下（

Might be the best English translation of Japanese popular song I have ever know.

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Hai Yorokonde / Kocchi no Kento MV (「はいよろこんで」English Ver. )
by こっちのけんと
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WurwBthIO6g

Can't believe I cought a common cold right in the middle of summer... Yesterday Beijing is like 40C, while here in Kunming it's only 28.

I did several covid quick test and it's negative. I take a pill of Amantadine, considering I'm not feeling better today, I guess it's also not influenza type A virus. Then it must be common cold.

FeldHell!!!

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没想到吧，文化沙漠竟是我自己！

Spotify keeps recommending this song to me, and I'm actually pretty like this song.

So I decide to watch the full Tanz Der Vampire.

Maybe tomorrow, it's already 10PM.