Wow
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Radetzky March, Op. 228 (Chinese version)
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=M13e1M76SqM
老中逻辑有个很害人的点是:「忍忍就过去了」。
身体不舒服,忍忍就过去了。
高中压力太大,忍到大学就好了。
伴侣不合适,磨合到看起来不会反胃就行。
东西不合适,凑合用吧。
政府在作孽,等“天理正义”吧。
精神很痛苦,痛苦多了就适应了。
同性恋,过了青春期就不这么想了。
被职场剥削,等熬出头就好了。
被有毒的关系迫害,忍忍就习惯了。
不是这样的。痛苦是会累积的。人的身体不是超级菌群,不会自我迭代让痛苦魔法般消失。像有很多小病的人连感冒都可能危及生命,痛苦只会让人的精神和身体更加脆弱,面对新的压力越来越无力,并对自身的体验越发麻木。「感受不到痛苦」不代表「我好了」,而是「我已经连自己的感受都无法判断了」。你永远不知道接下来的这个小痛苦会不会变成压倒骆驼的最后一根稻草,会不会让你精神崩溃。
讲我最近的例子,食物有一点不新鲜想着忍忍吧没什么大不了,吃了10分钟开始呕吐,胃痛到趴在地板上站不起来。房间地上有灰想着忍几天吧会有人打扫的,被抑郁情绪创到完全脱力每天在房间哭,什么都做不了。
生而为中我很抱歉。忍忍不会让任何事情变好,只会延长自己痛苦的时间。我已经忍了很久了,我忍不下去了。
And I like the vocals are Cantonese. I always wanted to learn Cantonese and Taiwanese Hokkien, but I found them pretty hard to pronounce.
I like the story of this game. But I hate it's a horror game.
I want to know what happened next, but the jump scares are sofa king scary.
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https://store.steampowered.com/app/2376540/
好家伙,Remedy宇宙,阿学家(
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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jiKbP2XtWEs
I tried two different cat repellent sprays imported from different contries, and none of them worked. I guess wild cats are experienced and knowledgeable.
And I just found a bottle of chemically pure glacial acetic acid. After a quick Google, it said diluted vinegar is a good repellent.
So I'll give it a try.
For concerning cat lovers, don't worry. I can tell the difference between wild cat and homeless ex-pet cat. I have some not solid but stable relationship between those cats.
They stay in our yard, we prepare food and water for them, they still being alert, but willing to give humans a chance to live with them. I also tried to isolate our yard to stop wild cats coming and fighting with those cats, I'd say it's a 90% success.
But sadly, my tent is set up on the second floor (aka a flat roof), there is no way to isolate it. So for the safety of my properties, the wild cat issue must be fixed before I have to move out for a while.
I got this tent as a gift after spending some money in an outdoor gear store. It's pretty cheap, but it's a tent. I did try to go outside for once, but outdoor hiking is not cheap and I decide it's not for me, so the tent serves no purpose. Until I start using it for outdoor storage. It's weather proof, it has no use for now, I don't spend extra money, that's pretty good.
Until I found wild cat in it, panicing to find exit and scratching my tent.
Dismantled my old tent. Found out wild cats did more damage than I thought.
Spent several days to get out all my stuff, clean and wipe it, unpackaging, check if the content matches the database, update if not, then repackaging, wrap with plastic packaging film, label them, and finally stack them together. I think that's the best effort I can make to stop wild cats damaging my stuff.
I also noticed that there is one or two cats, run away very quickly when I come upstairs to check, and come back after I leave. The new tent is start becoming smelly.
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I also ordered a cage, but the government here seems doesn't offer neuter service. Private clinic is too expensive for wild cats. Not to mention if the cats do fall into my trap willingly. Still don't know what to do after I captured one, but I hope it will learn through this non-damage but unpleasent way to not invade my tent.
TIL, Japan will no longer require floppy disks for submitting some official documents. https://www.theregister.com/2024/01/29/japan_government_floppy_disks/
**I have a job now!**
I'm a Chinese shitizen, but I generally don't post in Chinese to avoid being suffering from other Chinese.
I'm physically a male, but I don't care how people think about my gender. I can be male, or female, or cat. But if you ask, I'd prefer to be referred to as male. Also, I support LGBT+ people, and I'm a copyleft. I don't think I'm too aggressive in arguing things, but sometimes I do. You should handle it with care.
I post about programming (most time is Java and Kotlin, unless I have a new love), and some random things I find interesting. I also post about my mental health, which is in a stable state of instability, thanks to my parents and Chinese society.
Anyway, if you want to follow me, I'm glad to see you. And, have a nice day.
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