@grimalkina @analog_ashley I enjoyed this one a lot, and it got me to reflect about my experience in school. I don't think I experienced math anxiety early on (you talk about elementary school being crucial). It feels more like something that crept in gradually. I'm grateful that my parents were not very focused on my grades much if at all, I feel like that helped a lot.
I'm now curious about the cultural influences (I grew up and live in Switzerland). It seems there are some differences wrt how achievement-focused cultures are. (e. g. https://www.sciencedirect.com/science/article/abs/pii/S104160800800112X?via%3Dihub), not sure how well-studied that is.