Maybe my plans are screwed.

When I am in the time of planning to prepare and leave to join some war in a foreign land, this is also the time that opportunities are popping up from the opposite side.

A colleague is offering me his pickup truck which is a very good deal, then earlier I met another younger woman who is more caring of me, more sincere, more understanding, and hot than anyone I've met so far. A good amount of money is coming also from the engineering career front.

I mean why are these things that are stable is showing up amidst the time when I am preparing to leave for a growth on the profession of arms which is an unstable path. Why the crossroads? Am I being tested?

WTF