Stark from Earth @ LS @tonyfromls@qoto.org

I'm waiting for the day that I become the most formidable beast in a battlefield. I am already a baby beast so it's still a long journey 😅

That means I have to be at least on the same level of competitiveness on all aspects as a special operations operative hence, I can't sit and live a peaceful life. I need to be in a career that involves combat and in that sense I can have a feel first hand of the needed weapons on the field and have a real world assessment of the real world battlefield and weapon systems which will help me in developing the prototypes for the planned company.

Took chores before I went to the 21km run under the sun and although I made a few stop overs because I was starving to death, had to eat 2 packs of Skyflakes biscuits first but then it's not enough so I stopped for the second time for a bit longer on some road side food stall to eat a beef and a squid viand and that is when my tummy stopped complaining and continued my run, it is overall a strong 21km run today at with min temp of 31.x °C and max temp of 37.x°C.

Preparing for a long distance run, just 21km. Will still relegate 30km runs during night time. Will use my larger hydration bladder.

Not going to join the event at Makati as there are many things to do at work.

Now, I have a big problem and that is how to balance and achieve my goals in STEM and Warfare.

A mercenary training is coming up in 2025 and then there is the UN and NATO related masters degree that really makes me droll.

I had the impression lately that due to Trump winning the presidency seat in the US will cancel out the prospect of a war with China that will involve PH but then this is also the time that such warfare related training is showing up in my face.

Currently I am on early days in BSEE and such opportunities like the masters are a conflict on my priorities but I want it.

Good thing our lady instructor in differential calculus walked out of their meeting temporarily before 1300H so I was there in time to catch up and able to submit my activities 3 and 4.

This completes my submission for all the problem set requirements for differential calculus.

Preparing to visit the university to submit some activities that was closed online for differential calculus.

Good thing there is no class suspension today and that means I can travel late evening or midnight to get to Manila for onsite reporting and to attend an event in the evening in Makati tomorrow.

I guess this is another crossroads.

A much needed training has opened in Europe and at the same time a graduate study that combines international relations, political science, warfare, counter terrorism has opened and also it turns out that my savings can accommodate both trainings.

If I prioritize this then I will have to differ BSEE for quite sometime.

Need to decide because this opportunity will open up chances for me to work on armed conflict areas either as field operator or analyst.

Did a gym workout this noon time today so I'll do the long distance run tomorrow.

Not sure if I can attend the event at the workplace as it may conflict with the completion day at the university I still need to submit activities 3 and 4.

Next semester I need to reduce the courses for enrollment. If I have physics and one math then I can add one more but no more than that.

Both the compressed Physics for Engineers and the Integral Calculus will be much more difficult than the Chemistry for Engineers that I took this semester and the differential calculus.

So while I am here in PH the plan to transfer to SLU in Baguio isn't feasible because the cost of school fees is significantly higher than in my current university. You add that up from 4 to 5 years that is a significant add to my savings.

Remember I will have to spend more on training like an advanced scuba diving course and others. I also need to buy my development tools like an electronics workbench, an oscilloscope, a 3D printer, and many more.

So definitely I will differ first the plan for the company and will prioritize the private military contracting plan first.

Although I have finished the 2 problem sets that are 50 each, I realized I missed activities 3 and 4 so I have to solve again for these 😅

Now at last, it's all finished for the semester for differential calculus.

One more problem set and this marks the end of problems sets for differential calculus for this semester.

Time to study foreign language of place where there are lots of armed conflicts.

I am looking at security related jobs that will involve combat. Skills that will stand out though will be UXO technician, scuba diving, pistol and rifle marksmanship, and small unit tactics.

So the BSEE I must be prepared to transfer to different schools worldwide if needed.

With the salary figures for the kind of job I want these days, I should be able to transfer BSEE to online universities in the US.

I guess it's time to hunt for new opportunities.

This time I'm going to try jobs outside my country that is related to security, direct combat, or weapons related work. I see the figures and I love it.

This morning an idea came up in my head and suddenly I asked myself, why not try to move to a different career why still undergoing BSEE.

What came in mind is the work of a weapons related job such as weapons research analyst and the like. In that way I will be exposed to to the weapons industry including their research methodologies, systems, and business strategies.

So it's not form my father side about the intellectual capabilities and interests including warfare. It's more from my mother side, our European ancestry from Spain but it goes further from that.