@Exhale @trinsec eh, your mileage might vary from one partner to the next.
Relationships are important for personal development and growth, and the endorphin rush of getting to know someone and falling in love is better than most drugs. It's also really painful at times, which is why I don't normally make an effort.
Sex is cool, but it's low-key kind of horrible after a while when you're single and there's no actual passion beyond what's in front of you.
Some parts of me loves every person I've been with, still. And as I grow older, I grow less certain about what I want - I'm at odds between my aspirations, my biology, my quirks, and a consciousness that practically runs on pornography.