@FillyAgioro Lol, I can definitely relate to that!
I follow a similar approach, but I try to assume everything is going to go the worst and try to just accept that I do what I do more in the interest of seeing what happens 😂 I'm only disappointed when something surpasses my expectations for how badly it would go (which I think about in terms of how many options I have in general life before and after), but it does happen! lol Most of the time I try to find myself trying to find some sort of solution more than I can think about everything together when it gets that bad, though 😶😂
But yeah! It's definitely hard when we get let down over things; I hope it doesn't scare you to see possiblities in things because of that, though! Cause I'm definitely trying to get off that boat, and I'm just learning how to swim👌😂