This fucking confinement is killing me. I just went through a breakup some days ago and my gf has been cheering me up for months. And now she is still in France with her other gf and I bet the other bitch is making her life hell.
I feel like I haven't seen or spoken to true friends in ages and although this is not true it still feels like that. My mother just got out of the hospital recently and I'm taking care of all of her stuff. Yesterday I was crying about the situation, my mother's fatal cancer, the breakup, the confinement, the knowledge that she has only a few years left, the fact that my grandfathers died last year, the fact that my father refuses to speak to me. It just sucks. Apart from that my life is ok and I'm a fighter but sometimes it just all comes down on me. #confinement #COVID19 #depression #breakup #qotojournal