[Reflection[
You know what. In truth, I haven't written anything specific about myself here yet.
Everyone only associates me as a boor with strange views who plays with ham radio and photography.
And who am I? A boor who plays with ham radio and photography ;) By the way, it pisses me off how people non-stop complain about everything although they have more than someone else will ever have. Constantly complaining is our Polish national pride I guess. Everyone tries to prove either that they are worse off than anyone else, or that they are better off than anyone else. And me, I've learned to not give a damn and live my own life, even though it's not colorful. My wife and I are raising 4 children, including 3 with disabilities. On rehabilitation alone I spent so much money that I could buy myself a house, and yet the man going into debt has made the kids no different from their peers. Little sleep, zero time for myself, zero money just non-stop thinking about the kids. My wife couldn't work because she had to be with them non-stop, I was tyrannizing for a family of 6. From the state zero help well because, after all, they have arms and legs then they do not need all-day care. We managed, we live, we move forward. Debts may be able to pay off. Because, after all, you can count on yourself.
Yes I had a lot of radios, apparatuses, etc. everything in total was sold to cover the cost of rehabilitation and life. So please stop saying that you are bad because someone on the Internet insulted you. Life is not light, but you have to go forward all the time, whatever it takes.... With your head up and sometimes against everything.
So much for me and a request to you, just live, smile and move forward. Despite the problems that seem big to you and are trivial to others.
Because life will never be the way you hoped it would be, doesn't mean it will be better or worse just.... different. :)
@lavenderlens
I hope that a few more years and I will come out at zero with my finances and then it will only be all good. For now it is difficult, but man is moving forward all the time. :) Although I would love to return to my hooba to mentally slightly rest from these problems but for now there are no funds hehe