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>>So nutrition is something that does not come to you naturally?
<<Easy-prep meals tend to not have sufficient nutrition. High-sodium meals like Manwhich sauce isn't actually good to have on a regular basis.

>> It is something you try to control because you have not found an intuitive rhythm you can just go with?  
<< I tend to passively control things. If I focus too hard on set patterns in life, I get really upset when thrown off my routine. My mind kinda goes into monotonous autopilot mode when I stick to routines- only to BSOD when interrupted.

>> Or am i just trying to make sense and babble?
<< Im rambling, but not incoherently. I'm actively trying to find a comfortable and flexible balance to how I go about my ways.