RYMAN BADGUY @RYMAN_BADGUY@qoto.org

Sometimes I have doubts on there being any point in the existence of what I want to accomplish.

Sometimes I worry I'm gonna make something bad or too generic or even get accused of copying or plagiarism, and sometimes I worry anything I think of would have been done before and not as a original as I thought.

Sometimes I have doubts about my own passion, sometimes I doubts about my confidence.

Sometimes I just, don't even get anything done, either because I'm afraid to, or I just don't have any desire to.

I fear, I fear I begun this project far too late, regardless of whether that was in or out of my circumstantial control.

I have now got my first commissioned very early days concept art for my post apocalyptic steampunk lite, horror, gothic, gaslamp fantasy, paranormal, post victorian guilded age world building project.

Though, as much as I wanna share it, I fear it's, way too early days, way too early. I'm just not sure when the right time to share it will be.

I really need a different codename for this project, listing all of its elements is a mouthful and oxygen expensive to say aloud. I have a codename, but I may rename the codename.

I have made.. some progress with the ever expanding rough plan, and a roadmap for one of its short stories.

Guess who got back into their Mastodon qoto?

Yeah you guess it.

Anyway hi it's been a while.

I am also on Newgrounds. https://ryman-badguy.newgrounds.com/

@mathlover I'm a few chapters in with an audiobook version, I dig its premise, I've ordered a hardback copy of the book. It'll also be great inspiration for elements of my project.

I can also be found at mastodon.gamedev.place.

Every time I make an account on a different server, I will add them here.

@Lobster hahaha

I recently got into a book called 'After London, or Wild England' by Richard Jefferies, a Victorian post apocalypse story written in 1885, at least 47 years before the atom was first split.

@acidiclight The closest I am right now is planning it in text documents and daydreaming it in my head, excessively daydreaming I might add. I'm almost ready to make a start on a rough draft of a short story soon.

I'm not a game dev, I'm also not an artist, and I can't call myself a writer yet, but I think I can call myself a writer soonish potentially.

@acidiclight I'm still trying to figure this place out, might take me a few days.

@acidiclight Rip haha yeeeaah, that is awkward.

I uh, I think I did something wrong and I may have deleted someone's reply by mistake, if that person sees this, it was by mistake and you have my apologies.

@sodaraptor Eeeeey elloh!

@sodaraptor @itchio