_lunawinters @_lunawinters@qoto.org

Just killed 2 mosquitoes and then thought, " their mom would be waiting for them at home".

@Karthikdeva most of my classmates didn't have anything called hobbies. Because of the pressure. That's one of the reasons why parents don't expect kid to do anything except studying.

@bly i told him that everything isn't about benefits. Somethings are meant to be for fun.

@jookia no. Maybe, someday.

@madeline_@mastodon.social thank you! ❤️

@freemo sure :')

@faisalrashid thank you so much.

@freemo our schools in India don't have counsellors. Maybe someday, when I'll be a little more comfortable with the idea of seeing a therapist.

@madeline_@mastodon.social i am still learning. I don't know about speedcubing.
Also, I've always been interested and good in sudoko, but haven't picked it up yet.

@freemo idk how to. I've always been like this. Always shutting down my own voice. I feel like I haven't made him and my family proud, even though I've been a good student. I don't feel enough for anyone.

@jookia he is a great person, but sometimes, he jokingly says something which hurts me. Of course he doesn't mean to do that but still.

My dad kind of mocked me for being able to solve rubik's cube. Didn't touch the cube whole day. These things pull me off. Last time, he asked me about the 'benefits' of solving sudoko, i haven't picked up the newspaper to solve it to this day.
Idk, if it's him or my low confidence.
I feel so bad about myself.

@motumus how are you doing now? I hope you are confident in yourself.

@freemo good work!

@jookia sleep, my escape 😴