Dev Nadine @dev_nadine@qoto.org

@arielbnz awwww thanks!!! ♥ I actually wasn't looking for anybody xD he just popped out :'3 hahaha ... I'll consider your words, thanks :3

I started dating someone about three weeks ago and at the very beginning I felt no much of an interest for this person....however, he managed to change that and actually had me to like him so much.... now he is going back -.- this is second time this happens to me ._. Why in the hell would someone make an effort for you to like them (reaally like them) and when you do they just don't feel interest for you anymore ._. I really want to understand that.. to me, that's basically playing people out. I'm inherently monogamous so I can only focus on one single partner once I've chosen him... I expect the same but that does not happen... to me xD
I think I should give up and just move on Rick was right; focus on science, love is a waste of energy and time u.u

Does every murder have a mental illness? and.. does every person with a mental illness a potential murder? The answer to both questions is NO. But, take a look on some of the pages of this amazing book, The Science of Evil.

Such a beautiful quote ♥ from *The C++ Programming language - Bjarne Stroustrup*.

"Just as plenty of piano practice can cause a thick layer of myelination to increase the efficiency of the specific circuits needed to play a Beethoven sonata, lots of seizures can increase the myelination of the circuits that seize. (...) This is the first demonstration of maladaptive myelination in a disease context"
I wonder now if this is a mechanism that replicates with other mental diseases such as schizophrenia or BD...
https://med.stanford.edu/news/all-news/2022/05/brain-plasticity-epileptic-seizures.html

@peterdrake OMG Thanksssss!!! 😍 😍 😍 that's waaaaayyyyy better 🖤 🖤 🖤

Sooo, if you ever need a boolean output on whether a text contains at least one word of a list, you can code it in a single line in python, like this :D
```any([text.find(i)>0 for i in list])```
I feel a bit proud about figuring that out :'3 I guess a senior would do it way better tho. However, if that's the case, right now I don't feel like hearing/reading it, but as of tomorrow xD

How the fuck do execute a code if a message contains at least one word in a list using an if statement in a single line in python?
Like this B) ... that my own :'3 I'm fkng happy right now :'D
Please don't ruin my happiness telling me this is not how a senior coder would do it. I mean, do it, but softly xD

Ich kann Castlevania Ende nicht fassen es ist einfach wünderschön :'3 ♥

Lisa: ich starb... und warst nicht da
Vlad: ich weiß
Lisa: und bist auch gestorb
Vlad: so war es...
Lisa: du hast noch mir gesucht
Vlad: natürlich habe ich das... ich hatte nicht anderes tun konnte
...
Vlad: onhe dich würde es mir schlecht ergehen
Lisa: onhe dich würde es mir schlecht ergehen

♥♥♥

Glücklich sind die Meschen, die solche wahren Lieben haben! Und darüber bin ich sehr glücklich auch

I was in this very dark place just once in my life... I guess ten years were necessary for me to miss it.

@arielbnz it describes later how javascript was deemed to be a joke from early web developers abusing its features... like putting blinking letters, snowflakes falling effects, etc etc x"D I wish I could see it... I first knew about the internet when I was 17. Third world issues xD

A bit of history.... do u get it! a bit of history!! ... ok... gotta stop the bad jokes.

@thecemetarygirlz I'll make it, for sure! I mean, I could this year but gotta take care of some things first. I haven't found your brand new song and video ☹️

@thecemetarygirlz I hope to travel to europe the next year instead! perhaps in a wgt if you play there within the next five years :'3 . I'll surely enjoy the song and video! however, I'm totally hopeless that you ever play where I am based. You see, I live in a hole.. a very fucked-up tiny and stupid country in latin america, where justice is practically unexistant. Also, in the whole country you might find up to 20 goths if lucky... so infinite thanks but I'll travel to see you one day instead :D 🖤 🖤 🖤

Kinda sad news...

Omg omg omg!!!!!! 😱 I guess french time! gotta stay tunned! I hope to be in a concert of this amazing band one day.. soon xD 🖤