The vile and toxic shit I've been dealing with from outtside of QOTO has put my stress levels to a point I've never expiernced before... It is effectively my health both mental and physical. I am having trouble sleeping, and is very quickly moving from anxiety to depression to a point where it is very dangerous for my health..

My blood pressure is so high right now it would be enough to get me admitted to the emergency room alone.

The really messed up part is if all these lies and toxicity wind up killing me these people are so horrible they would probably dance on my grave....

Frankly im not sure where to go from here. But I do want to say thank you foe the overwhelming support from so many of you, it helps.

@freemo Choose not to worry about things not in your control. Choose also not to worry about the things that are in your control.

I know, easier said than done. Good luck. Have a cigar and a nice drink 😀

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@obi Alcohol just makes me feel sick.. i tried that yesterday... plus im not surei have liquor hard enough for this.

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