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The vile and toxic shit I've been dealing with from outtside of QOTO has put my stress levels to a point I've never expiernced before... It is effectively my health both mental and physical. I am having trouble sleeping, and is very quickly moving from anxiety to depression to a point where it is very dangerous for my health..
My blood pressure is so high right now it would be enough to get me admitted to the emergency room alone.
The really messed up part is if all these lies and toxicity wind up killing me these people are so horrible they would probably dance on my grave....
Frankly im not sure where to go from here. But I do want to say thank you foe the overwhelming support from so many of you, it helps.
@freemo Sorry to hear that. I saw a toot go by on federated, that said that some moderator on the social instance (I think) was being stressed out dealing with people who filed complaints about posts rather than just blocking them. What you are experiencing might be some other instances overreaction to their own stressors. I hope that you can take some deep calming breaths and wait until the dust settles. Us new happy people will remain and look forward to time to get acquainted with the elders here.
