just so tired of all the harm, loneliness, and bullshit. so tired of needing to defend myself. so tired of not being safe anywhere. so tired of being so tired. so tired of being hurt. so tired of so much suffering. so tired of being so stuck. so tired of having debts at debt collectors getting worse every second. so tired of broken promises, lies, trolls, nazis. so tired of not having the tools. resources, and networks to defend or protect myself. so tired of not having the space and time to heal
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@iamo While your welcome to stay here (by the way you have yet to reply to two moderator messages you got earlier...)
I honestly do think youd be happier on another instance. There are many instances out there that are very aggressive on suspending accounts. You could easily have a safe space where you cant even see federated servers that have nazis (here you can still see such servers).
@iamo I hope you find an answer that brings you happiness, I truly do.
I wish I had an answer for you. Sadly people are assholes, at least a lot of them. It is hard to live in a world and avoid that simple fact.
You're options are, be around it and fight an endless battle against it, or avoid being exposed to it in any way. I'm afraid there isnt much else you can do but pick one of those, whichever one would make you happy.
@freemo
thank you qoto for being kind and understanding to my presence and issues, and ya, i probably should not be here. i dno what to do or where to go anymore. i should probably just stay off fedi altogether. i dno what I'll do or where I'll go