ta mère @Gilgamesh@qoto.org
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Fencing. Crypto. Poetry. Cyber.roots buried deep in sand kissed waves of the Caribbean ocean.
Joined Mar 2020
Even typing this now is draining, but there’s so much I want to share. I just don’t have the spoons. It’s to the point where I give up and withdraw most of my days.
My voice is extremely soft, a lot of the time words come out in whispers. All I knew was that I didn’t have the energy to assert my voice any louder so I could be heard properly. Speaking saps my energy unless it’s something I’m super interested in.
When I meltdown because of a sound, sight or texture of clothes on my skin, those that witness it chalk it up to anxiety. It’s invalidating. I don’t feel seen or heard.
I’ve long held the idea that I’m autistic but it’s like nobody I talk to about it believes me because I hide a lot of things I’m affected by until I just can’t.
It’s exhausting. There is so much I would like to share but the silence seems greater than my energy to organise anything meaningful.
I’ve been wanting to write more. It’s been a long time I’ve strung together words that make me feel the release of what I truly want to say.
a philosophy of life
@DialMforMara thank you for that pinned toot. comforting in this time
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"Keep one unicorn apart." I was reminded.
The other princess giggled; the whole reason I was here. She was slim, with a gap in her front teeth, and more freckles than stars in the sky and I was weak at the knees at the sound of her mirth.
Half way through the poem I had prepared for her, I realized someone had switched it with a saucy limerick.
She liked it anyway, and promised me both an alliance and a kiss once The Great Illness passed.
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yes, that‘s America. not suprised at all. 
covid/kemp/georgia
Kemp talkin bout he didn’t know the virus was spread even when it’s asymptomatic. fucking fool. look from how long the world done know about that’s. Ppl from ga are not surprised with this muthafucka at all.
@rizzo who’s man is dis??
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Ignorance is bliss only while you're ignorant of your ignorance
@freemo this looks so rich
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Nothing is impossible is a nice expression but not really very true, after much deliberation I've come to a more genuine but less inspirational variant.
"Some things are probably possible"
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who the fuck is this man does anyone know who this man is???????????????
Meta
@mara_cav_ I just jumped into mast and noticed that right away but I still do it. me faving = you made a funny or I want to save this for later
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- He/she/they
He/she/they.
Fencing. Crypto. Poetry. Cyber.roots buried deep in sand kissed waves of the Caribbean ocean.
Joined Mar 2020
