NOS 🅰️ ®️ ✝️ U @admitsWrongIfProven@qoto.org

@OpenComputeDesign
You do understand that while you can change some parts about who you are, a lot is coming from your past, and that you are not solely responsible for who you are?

@chestycougth

@OpenComputeDesign
Hey, that's exactly what i am doing!

I was pretty pissed, but could do nothing, when i thought the world needs to be right, and fair.

I'm still in the process, giving up on "we will do everything right" and stopping the climate catastrope, etc.

But that is not what you are talking about, is it?

@chestycougth

@OpenComputeDesign
Well, i can agree on the not wanting to, i was not asked if i wanted to either.
It seems to me you are discounting how much things can change depending on small circumstances. People being nice versus people sticking needles in you constantly would make a difference, right?

That the universe does not enforce fairness or justice is one thing, but what are the people around you doing?

@chestycougth

@OpenComputeDesign
That is illogical. If you were truely injust, you would welcome the injustice.

What exactly are you doing that you judge to be wrong, and what factors are contributing to this ongoing injustice emenating from you?

No thought crimes here. I am asking about doing, not thinking.

@chestycougth

@OpenComputeDesign
Who contributed how much to you becoming the person you are now?

@chestycougth

@chestycougth
Not wrong, but is this thread here not about trying to understand OCD? Blocking out influences seems amiss?

@OpenComputeDesign

@OpenComputeDesign
Sounds a bit cliché, but.... who hurt you? Who, specifically, needs justice to be applied to them?

@chestycougth

@OpenComputeDesign
Not hating on bob here, nice point. But it's fine to not be positive if there is nothing positive you can see.
I mean hey, if it smells like shit, feels like shit, maybe it is shit.
It's valid to be pissed off, to dislike.

I guess we just don't understand the specific nature, the point about what is wrong?

@chestycougth

@OpenComputeDesign
But why? I'm all for some nice, thorough disdain, but what is the issue?
I presented some disdain of mine, but what is yours?

@chestycougth

@AppleFangirl I'm happy you found your way :-)

@chestycougth
I think what others do is relevant, making it easy or hard to enjoy living.
Others, or the whole causality chain into the generational trauma, right?

@OpenComputeDesign

@OpenComputeDesign
It is. But what makes this unbearable is humans, how they act, not the universe, right?

The universe is our playground, and we collectively chose to make it a place of torture.

Not any one person, but the choices, influenced by previous choices... might i have done anything useful if my ancestors had not be conditioned to be useless or harmful?

Might you have? What is keeping you, the past or the present?

@chestycougth

@OpenComputeDesign
If there were a pre-made point, you would be a slave.
I think of this in this way: If there was a god demanding something, making it a point... that would be my arch enemy.

I see the frustration of not cooperating for a common good, but why would there be a point before the cooperation?

** this might be colored by the point i have chosen, yours is valid too if it is based on cooperation **

@chestycougth

@OpenComputeDesign
Is the life on this specific planet really the issue?
Might there be a confounding issue?

@chestycougth

@AppleFangirl My high point was hand holding, but yeah, i did some pretty "notice me" reckless shit.

As long as we are not dooming humanity by our sole decision, right? Live a little, kick some rando in the head, pick a senseless fight. Be a creep, hurt someone.

As long as we are not carrying on a system meant to destroy humanity, all is forgivable!

@OpenComputeDesign
Maybe because you live in a wasteland of snow and ice?
There are hospitable areas, you know.
Lush forests, seas full of the most interesting horrors. Fun stuff.

@chestycougth

@AppleFangirl A tall friend of mine adapted a strategy of "what goes up" and pushed...
But i guess punching is ok. If they don't watch out for people they might kick, they don't mind being hit, right?

@OpenComputeDesign @chestycougth If we could put the humans out of frame always it might be pretty ok?

@OpenComputeDesign @chestycougth Why are the life options so shitty, i just want to put some values in a text file but there is no config just more ads?!?

@AppleFangirl Pretty nostalgic to see how red hats were ok in 2000. Redhat in bewteen and then the other thing, whoa.