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The vile and toxic shit I've been dealing with from outtside of QOTO has put my stress levels to a point I've never expiernced before... It is effectively my health both mental and physical. I am having trouble sleeping, and is very quickly moving from anxiety to depression to a point where it is very dangerous for my health..
My blood pressure is so high right now it would be enough to get me admitted to the emergency room alone.
The really messed up part is if all these lies and toxicity wind up killing me these people are so horrible they would probably dance on my grave....
Frankly im not sure where to go from here. But I do want to say thank you foe the overwhelming support from so many of you, it helps.
@freemo Hang in there. It will get better. When a ton of new people show up, there's going to be some growing pains, some miscommunication, and a few genuinely bad actors.
@peterdrake Well we are off joinmastodon with no indiciation that will change... so QOTO is dead at this point, no new people to be expected.
@freemo Grrf. It doesn't seem very decentralized if that one list is so crucial.
I know far less than you about how these things work, but perhaps some things will change over the next week.
@peterdrake Its pretty much our source of 99% of new users.. so effectively it means growth for our server has come to an end.
@freemo @peterdrake
Qoto will still function and the ability to grow will still be there - the mainstream way new Fedi users have found Qoto is down. So, it's still decentralized, Qoto just lost it's primary advertisement (effectively, not literally) spot.